Just found out our posts yesterday for NP! :) It seems like i would be veryyy busy for the next one year. PC, SI and a member of drills. Gah. Haha, i wonder how i would fare in my exams... The stress.. Oh my god. It's killing me. I really wish i can mantain my position, but it all seems a little too difficult.

How unfortunate i am to be staying here, listening to all your damn nonsense. This isn't your home, this isn't a place where you can do everything you want. I don't see why we should account for your mistakes. I wonder whether i have made a scientific discovery, the first person to live without a brain.

I've seen so much. I really wish to know what is it. Now its just an illusion, one which i cast in my own mind. This false sense of hope is just something which would fade away with time. This illusion i have in my mind is just because i don't have the guts to relinquish my grip. This is all i can say. I wonder what is running through your thoughts and mind. Everything is so perplexed and so difficult to unravel. The human mind is truly something i would never come to understand.

There's sergeant test on saturday. I have tuition on that day too, and the time clashes. I might have to skip the sergeant test because it is a must to go for tuition. How i regret... it's all my fault. I'm so weak... I really have no idea what to do.

Sorrow never ends. I feel tired.



This everlasting feeling has ever lasted longer. It envelopes me and sucks the life out of me. I hate this feeling. I hate it so much.

Just found out our posts yesterday for NP! :) It seems like i would be veryyy busy for the next one year. PC, SI and a member of drills. Gah. Haha, i wonder how i would fare in my exams... The stress.. Oh my god. It's killing me. I really wish i can mantain my position, but it all seems a little too difficult.

How unfortunate i am to be staying here, listening to all your damn nonsense. This isn't your home, this isn't a place where you can do everything you want. I don't see why we should account for your mistakes. I wonder whether i have made a scientific discovery, the first person to live without a brain.

I've seen so much. I really wish to know what is it. Now its just an illusion, one which i cast in my own mind. This false sense of hope is just something which would fade away with time. This illusion i have in my mind is just because i don't have the guts to relinquish my grip. This is all i can say. I wonder what is running through your thoughts and mind. Everything is so perplexed and so difficult to unravel. The human mind is truly something i would never come to understand.

There's sergeant test on saturday. I have tuition on that day too, and the time clashes. I might have to skip the sergeant test because it is a must to go for tuition. How i regret... it's all my fault. I'm so weak... I really have no idea what to do.

Sorrow never ends. I feel tired.



This everlasting feeling has ever lasted longer. It envelopes me and sucks the life out of me. I hate this feeling. I hate it so much.

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